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Showing up today, even though I don’t really feel like it, “the artist’s way”.

I’ve been reading the artists way (very slowly). The resounding principle so far is to show up, for yourself and your art. I’ve found myself a bit overwhelmed as of late. In good ways mostly, but life has been throwing some odd curveballs at me.

This post is mostly a vent post for me, and whoever is curious.

In this liminal space of growing pains, I am holding the awareness that though life is happening and somethings are out of my control, there are things that are completely in my control.

I’ve been trying to be better about observing my blind spots, they feel more like avoidance spots; Like there are habits and things that I do that I am aware of, but I sometimes choose to avoid or ignore confronting them.

Alas, I am not a robot, and I fall back on compassion, for myself and others. I believe change can come from a blend of self awareness and radical compassion, I don’t think helpful growth comes from being berated.

I’m glad I’m posting today and I am proud of myself.

Also, on performance note I will be at Marino’s Cafe performing with a new dance group I’m a part of: Netjeret Movement !

I hope you find space to observe and shower yourself with love.

Photo by Josh Rivera https://www.rollstarsproductions.com/

It is such an interesting time to be alive. I feel a mix of emotions, excitement, sadness, fear, elation. I stand with immigrants, I stand with providing all humans with dignity and due process, keeping families together, protecting our neighbors, loving each other. I am grateful for social media, for all the free information and inspiration, all the muses sharing their daily downloads. I’m grateful there are people standing up for each other, it gives me hope for a better world. I do find myself overwhelmed at times by the amount of information. I process all this through dancing, crying, listening to music, eating, raging in the garden, talking to friends, and doom scrolling of course XD !

I have created this site to share my art and experiences as a performer. Stay tuned for more.